When I first began writing a blog I truly planned on writing with a regular frequency . But in reality I have lost much interest in. writing and sharing much of anything . I'm I depressed , maybe . I do know that this year has been a tiring , weary and hard road so far . So many stories of pain and hurt it seems I have seen , heard or experienced first hand have really taken a toll to be honest .
Even within my soul the struggle between the man and the new man in Christ has been a war and I confess that within that war , I have lost far too many battles . But I press on . I press on because of my wife . I press on because of my sons . I press on because of my family and friends . Ultimately I press on because of the one who lives in me .
Over the last few months , I have asked many questions within my own head . Some I do not think have any answers but one I thing know . Jesus loves me , Jesus is for me , Jesus died for me , Jesus rose for me and Jesus calls me His own , to the glory of God the Father . That I'm sealed in the Holy Spirit . That the one I follow and love understands my hurt , my sorrow and my pain .
Perhaps I need to write more and bring my thoughts to the fore and express myself again . I enjoy writing and giving my thoughts and views on many things . Maybe I'm in a funk because I have stopped and I need to find that mojo again . So with no vow or promise to write , I will reboot this blog again and with hope in the one who sustains me , though weary , fight I will and enter into the fray that we call life .
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